

There are options, and as I often say to others on this subreddit it all begins with small, manageable steps.
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If money is an issue regarding school, there is FAFSA you can apply for (assuming you're in the U.S.) you can start building a solid credit score if you haven't already by opening a credit line and treating it as you would a debit card to spend what you can afford while paying off the debt in full you can work on getting certified or start community college to knock out general ed for much cheaper than you would at a uni if you haven't started school yet you can bite the bullet and work part time somewhere to start your collection of job experience, or even consult a temp agency to get your foot in somewhere. I have a bachelor's which amounted to no career, and I'm trying to get back into school for a different bachelor's with a much better job pool you're 21, and not to come off patronizing but there is plenty of time for you to keep searching and find your calling.

It's scary, because I don't have everything figured out, still trying to search for my career, and I have just enough to meek out a living with just enough to save and spend a little to have some fun. Our culture has esteemed the kind of job we have and the amount of money in our accounts to be the measures of success, and this puts a ton of pressure to adhere to that standard to find self-worth in this cruel life where not everyone starts on the same level.

You posted on this subreddit for a reason, and from one depressed to another, I want you to know this post can help you see that you truly aren't alone :) Edit: Also, if there is one thing I've learned in life it's no matter how much you ask or scream for help, nobody is going to come.
